angels and chat logs

har2 sorry for th hideous ntry yesterday. i wanna delete it bt mehh ill keep it so i can luk back n go 'wth i ranted this kinda stuff in indon?' bt i forgot abt th 1st paragraph anyway cz i feel better :B -edit: i dcided t delete it.

mom showed me venus n jupiter in th sky tday. it ws big n cool. planets luk exactly like stars o__O;;

tday i ws isolating myself for no reason. afta school cania wnted t talk t me bt i ws too busy drawing n sitting against th pole n alienating myself t continue th convo. sorry cania, n th others who sed stuff t me bt i replied lamely at, i rele wnted t be left alone at tht time. n in th car too. for once.. anyhow at nite i figured tht its one of those other period syndromes; feeling stuff tht has no reason behind it. i curhated with cania n it felt great! im startin t learn t ignore things n im proud of myself. fyi, learnin t ignore BAD things. like yesterday.

i have a physics mock tmorrow. i feel so santai abt it. im so stupid. i dnt even memorise all th important stuff tht will obviously appear cz physics tests r 75% filled with calculations. well like i sed t shaza, 'im so glad i kno someone's gunna fail with me'. HAHAHA. bt im gunna pray n try my best. i have 2hrs bfore bed time soo im gunna use it wisely. thers also th car, free lesson n maths. hehe

anyway, i found quite a few more universities ill apply to. theyre in texas, colorado, n canada. im so psyched up abt th canada one cz they luk promising. im still gunna try texas a&m n malaysia tho. with my failing AS grades, who knows how many unis i cn get accepted to >___>;;

i feel like pasting msn convos i had in november tht i like. i already put umar ones so he shall nt appear again.



ugh me n matar have too much hilarious stuff in msn its hard t find one i can put in here [ too much scrolling ]

(18:28) [ - F a j a r -: even her father
(18:28) [ - F a j a r -: n her mother
(18:28) × b i .es - : n her mother
(18:28) × b i .es - : n hamzah
(18:28) [ - F a j a r -: n her mother from another mother
(18:28) × b i .es - : wt.
(18:28) [ - F a j a r -: wt dus tht mean
(18:28) × b i .es - : do u kno how t cook rice?
(18:28) × b i .es - : her mother from another mother
(18:28) [ - F a j a r -: her mother from another mother
(18:28) × b i .es - : her stepmother
(18:28) [ - F a j a r -: me first
(18:28) × b i .es - : no me first
(18:29) [ - F a j a r -: me first
(18:29) × b i .es - : well wtever t2h
(18:29) [ - F a j a r -: [ - F a j a r - ] - of mass destruction! says:
her mother from another mother
× b i .es - says:
her mother from another mother
(18:29) × b i .es - : her mother from another mother
(18:29) × b i .es - : nu uhh
(18:29) × b i .es - : × b i .es - says:
do u kno how t cook rice?
× b i .es - says:
her mother from another mother
[ - F a j a r - ] - of mass destruction! says:
her mother from another mother
(18:29) [ - F a j a r -: her mother from another mother
(18:29) [ - F a j a r -: her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another moth
(18:29) × b i .es - : this is making me pusing @@
(18:29) × b i .es - : AAAHAHA
(18:29) × b i .es - : HER MOTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTH
(18:29) [ - F a j a r -: her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another mother
her mother from another moth
(18:29) × b i .es - : MOTHHH
(18:29) [ - F a j a r -: wts a moth
(18:30) × b i .es - : ..
(18:30) × b i .es - : uneducated boy
(18:30) × b i .es - : http://www.google.com/images?forid=1&ie=ISO-8859-1&oe=ISO-8859-1&hl=en&q=moth&sa.x=0&sa.y=0&sa=Google+Search
(18:30) [ - F a j a r -: omg
(18:30) × b i .es - : GRAH
(18:30) × b i .es - : SEREM
(18:30) × b i .es - : GELII BRR
(18:30) × b i .es - : see it
(18:30) [ - F a j a r -: BRR
(18:30) × b i .es - : cries
(18:30) × b i .es - : sniff
(18:30) [ - F a j a r -: im alergic with those pix

one of my favourite kind of convos r random ones like those.



i dnt think ppl wud understand tht one XD

(18:02) [ - Fajar! - ] :which is unbealieaveable

EPIC FAIL SPELLING.

(18:35) [ - F a j a r -:	i want to see my past
(18:36) [ - F a j a r -:	i wish u can come to my house in indo
(18:36) × b i .es - :
(18:36) × b i .es - :	invite me then
(18:36) [ - F a j a r -:	ill show u my 1st moment im alive in this world
(18:36) [ - F a j a r -:	the pixs
(18:36) × b i .es - :	wuoo
(18:36) [ - F a j a r -:	i am soo cute

(18:37) × b i .es - : ntar klo kta d indo barengan ajakin krmhmu ya! ill be independent by then so i can travel alone
(18:38) [ - F a j a r -: im malu dong

AHAHAH WHEN HE'S LIKE THT I WANNA SLAP HIM.

(19:03) × b i .es - :	my mom complained abt my girl-ism
(19:03) × b i .es - :	she wnted me to drink this juice
(19:03) × b i .es - :	n it lukd scary
(19:03) × b i .es - :	so i closed my mouth
(19:03) [ - Fajar! - ] :	girl ism
(19:03) [ - Fajar! - ] :	she wants u to drink a juice so u can be a man
(19:03) [ - Fajar! - ] :	omg
(19:03) [ - Fajar! - ] :	ur mom is scary

and another..

(19:32) × b i .es - :	ive been holding my bladder for hours
(19:32) [ - Fajar! - ] :	bladder
(19:32) × b i .es - :	bladder..
(19:32) × b i .es - :	is wher ur pee is stored

(19:32) [ - Fajar! - ] :i dont get it
(19:33) [ - Fajar! - ] :is it your part of body
(19:33) [ - Fajar! - ] :or
(19:33) [ - Fajar! - ] :in the toilet
(19:33) × b i .es - :HAHAHAH
(19:33) × b i .es - :ITS PART OF UR BODY LAH
(19:33) × b i .es - :i cnt believe u dnt kno wt bladder is
(19:34) [ - Fajar! - ] :stomach

(19:34) × b i .es - :	i told u
(19:34) × b i .es - :	wher ur pee is stored
(19:34) × b i .es - :	its like
(19:34) × b i .es - :	above ur anus
(19:34) × b i .es - :	i think

(19:37) [ - Fajar! - ] :	well of course idk wt a bladder is
(19:37) [ - Fajar! - ] :	i dont have one

th hilarious things me n matar say involve ppl so i dnt wanna paste anymore than this. XD

(00:09) . c a r i s a:	I THINK THT YR 8 GUYS NAME IS
(00:09) . c a r i s a:	SAMURA
(00:09) × b i .es - :	WTHH
(00:09) . c a r i s a:	I MEAN SENURA
(00:09) × b i .es - :	HOW D U KNO ALL THIS
(00:09) . c a r i s a:	PERERA
(00:09) . c a r i s a:	YEARBOOK
(00:09) × b i .es - :	SENURA PERERA!
(00:09) . c a r i s a:	YES

TIME T STUDY FOR PHYSICS NOW DAMMIT.