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i kept my word from yesterday n ddnt go t school tday.

it ddnt take as much effort t prsuade my mom into letting me than i thot. she just asked me some questions n kept pausin after i nswered bt then left t take th rest t school. im not even close t finishin my essays, which is a reason y i skipped school bt th main reason ws bcuz of yesterday's sheer sadness.

when i woke up i ws still in sorrow. after i prayed subuh i even let out a few tears. gosh. if it ws my normal sadness id kinda forget abt it in th mornin.. i told u this one isnt typical.

bein at home all day is extremely boring. i chatted with md tho in plurk.com. its a nifty site n is great for stalkers. check mine out pls~

apparently farah ddnt even notice tht i ws absent tday dspite me always bein in th same area as her bfore registration n breaktime. i guess nobody asked y i wsnt ther? bt fajar knew i ws absent n umar unbelievably asked wts wrong with me so thts all tht matters.

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edit 6:55pm:- i started t feel better after asar + n then i finally smiled very big at isya time bcuz of a stupid statement made by fajar. yosh i shan't be sad again for a while [ cz i kno im a sad person so it hasta be 'a while' ]! i ws just sad cz i ws takin things in..