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This is Syania's public diary from her Year 12 life [2008-2009] with some college bits. Enjoy reading =D

ColorGenics

Tuesday, 18 November 2008


i found this link in dA : ColorGenics
try it guys. its th flash rite on tht page, just click th 'it's free' button thing.

this is wt i got..

Name: Syania
Date: 11/18/2008
Colorgenics Number: 07136254



At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

hlaughs quite depressing. bt its very true.


Essay by syania/bs at 2:05 pm  

6 replies:

niisaa. said...

OMG IT SOUNDS .. emo .
no offence.

go run.

18 November 2008 at 20:34  
syania/bs said...

in british its offense not offence.

lol nisa wt more d u expect from me rele? XDXD

run with meh~

18 November 2008 at 20:39  
sylphiawings said...

whichever offence or offense... graah english and british.

at least you have a personality dude, imagine if you don't have one... *screamemote*

19 November 2008 at 16:46  
syania/bs said...

english n british is th same cania. u mean AMERICAN n british -gubrak-

yes at least i has one. t2h

19 November 2008 at 17:05  
Tresa Passing said...

Bs, I hope someday u'll find a light tht will guide u out of your very very dark life. (amin)
BTW I shall do tis too! :D

22 November 2008 at 15:37  
syania/bs said...

WEEE thank u very much tresa ure one of th very few ppl tht ever sed tht t me XD

u shall 8D

22 November 2008 at 15:51  

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