The 1st Best Thing

OK so this is about the actual 1st day of 2009. XD

Nothing special happened today, the 1st of January, cept that at 10-ish after eating breakfast and stuff [still at Nisa's] we played cards in the clubhouse with DnF, Boey, Indra and Arya. MD was still in Icha's o= We all went home at 12. I was so motivated to do my h/w but I didn't. I hope my parents know I always have will.
At 3 or so I started to read because MSN was so lonely. I like to know where my friends are and what they're doing so seeing none of them online got me stuck in wait for any of them to appear, but they didn't so yeah, I read.
I was grateful that I was online myself though - I'll explain later.
So, I ate dinner after an intense chat with Arya. When I got back to the laptop I looked at my contact list and saw Fajar freaking online. But he didn't greet me at all. Theories and panic rushed into me as I remembered the dream I had the other day. You don't know how I scared I was. I even greeted Adam for once in my entire life [cie elah] just to check if Fajar was chatting with him, and he was. I started thinking

(18:32) |× b i.es - :i wanna see if he wnts t chat with me
(18:32) |× b i.es - :n he obviously dsnt *emo*

and things like that. Awful things. I thought, WHAT IF THINGS ARE CHANGING? I mean, we've been separated for 4 weeks.. That's a long time. Anything can happen. I was in desperate need to chat with Arya. Sorry Cania but your replies were so neutral I wasn't puas with the ranting. But, I did tell her my theories.

(18:35) | . ca . ni . a:maybe he's just tired
(18:35) | . ca . ni . a:or too busy on the internet.
(18:36) |× b i.es - :i guess ure rite..........................
(18:36) |× b i.es - :bt wt cud he be doin...
(18:36) |× b i.es - :wtchin KHR on utube
(18:36) |× b i.es - :if he is doin tht then i guess i cn forgive him.
(18:37) |× b i.es - :oh u kno th way smetimes th messages u send dsnt get sent to me
(18:37) |× b i.es - :maybe he DID greet me
(18:37) |× b i.es - :bt it ddnt get sent *stares*
(18:37) |× b i.es - :and since im nt replying maybe he thinks i dnt wanna chat with him so he's backing off
(18:37) |× b i.es - :OR MAYBE
(18:38) |× b i.es - :HE'S WAITING FOR ME T START TH CONVO
(18:38) | . ca . ni . a: you're making me with all these theories
(18:38) |× b i.es - :whilst simultaneously IM waiting for HIM
(18:38) |× b i.es - :thus nothing comes out of all th waiting *stares*
(18:38) | . ca . ni . a:OR MAYBE HE'S EATING KFC AND CAN'T TALK RIGHT NOW.
(18:38) |× b i.es - :or maaaaybe
(18:39) |× b i.es - :tnte siwi / om agus is checking their FB *stares*
(18:39) |× b i.es - :OR MAAAAAYBE
(18:39) | . ca . ni . a:OOOR.
(18:39) |× b i.es - :iwan is utilising it to chat with dhea
(18:39) | . ca . ni . a:they just can't type after such a long time
(18:39) |× b i.es - :ok i think im done with th theories.
(18:39) |× b i.es - :cnt think of anymore
(18:42) | . ca . ni . a:OR MAYBE HE SAW YOUR ARYA THANG
(18:42) |× b i.es - :or maybe my dp even.
(18:46) |× b i.es - :OMG HE'S FOR A LOOOOONG TIME
(18:46) |× b i.es - :u kno wt im just gunna chill.
(18:46) |× b i.es - :adam wud totally say tht to me *sparkles*
(18:46) |× b i.es - :'omg, syania just chill .'
(18:46) |× b i.es - :THTS HOW HE'D SAY IT

And then. And then. Several minutes later, a freakin MIRACLE happened. A chat window popped up. It's as if he read my mind.

(18:51) [ - F a j a r -:bs
(18:52) [ - F a j a r -:jwab donk
(18:52) [ - F a j a r -:jahat amet

I was like OMG WHAAAAAAAAAAAT? and HA! YOU DIDN'T CALL ME SYANIA but I sorta calmly replied,

(18:53) |× b i.es - :u sed smething!
(18:54) [ - F a j a r -:no
(18:56) [ - F a j a r -:yes i do

HIS BAD ENGLISH IS WHAT MAKES HIM SO HIM. x) [OMG I didn't reply him for 2 minutes I feel bad]

(18:56) |× b i.es - :wt dd u say
(18:56) |× b i.es - :i ddnt receive it
(18:57) [ - F a j a r -:itss nothing

WHY DOES HE ALWAYS SAY THAT?

(18:57) [ - F a j a r -:ya udah deh
(18:57) [ - F a j a r -:doaiin aj ya
(18:58) |× b i.es - :its nothing
(18:58) |× b i.es - :no no pls tell me
(18:58) |× b i.es - :of course i doain
(18:58) [ - F a j a r -:blazing_red_devil@hotmail.com said on
oii
January 1 2009, 22:05blazing_red_devil@hotmail.com said on
chatting dunx
January 1 2009, 22:10blazing_red_devil@hotmail.com said on
wahh pelit nih

After reading that I thought, HE FREAKIN SAID OII but then I didn't care, as long as he greeted.

(18:58) [ - F a j a r -:gah ya
(18:58) [ - F a j a r -:dah ya
(18:58) [ - F a j a r -:mo brangkat
(18:58) [ - F a j a r -:bbye
(18:59) |× b i.es - :omg
(18:59) |× b i.es - :im sorry

AND HE LEFT.

Well, you guys might think I'm stupid, weird and exaggerating but I don't care because that convo was the 1st best thing I got in 2009. Well, that and hearing him being in the airport i.e. he's coming back tomorrow. x) Every bad thing I imagined was wrong because he really did greet me and wanted to chat with me. Besides, absence makes the heart grow fonder doesn't it? ;D Amin deh. HAHA. He didn't sound enthusiastic but that doesn't matter at all. He's a guy. Judging from the book I read today, they're mostly like that - hiding what they really feel, you know [lol but that doesn't mean he was feeling anything when we chatted].
SINCE TOMORROW IS FRIDAY AND I NEED TO DO MY H/W, I DON'T KNOW IF ANYTHING SPECIAL WILL HAPPEN THAT COULD RESULT IN ME AND FAJAR SEEING EACH OTHER, BUT.. YEAH. I wanna go to kempo on Saturday, so that there will be Arya. Who's with me?!

p.s. whenever me and Fajar haven't seen or talked to each other for a long period of time I always get nervous as to what will happen. WHY CAN'T I BE CALM AND COOL?