Rotten & Puking

Title taken from a DBSK video of Changmin VS. Junsu, it's so funnay. Must watch.

I told Nisa I was going to sleep but then after closing messenger felt like blogging so here I am now =D Not bothered to decorate post with extreme Bolds and Italics.
Let's see, on Thursday my plan to talk to Fajar failed but I sort of put that aside 'cause there's more time this weekend. My Chemistry test was way easier than the previous ones and I hope for a C or up :) We watched Race to Witch Mountain and it was cool, my favourite character was the UFO. Well, it wasn't as WOW as I thought it would be though. We went home a little too early in my opinion, 4pm, I still wanted to window shop but couldn't be bothered to ask my parents to pick me up later. At home I massive DBSKed I think...

Me:- OMG look at him! His awesomeness... IT'S EXPOSED! *makes dramatic flailing gestures*
Ifa [at Indira]:- She needs a boyfriend.
Us:- LOOOOOOOOOOOOL! XD

So, Friday... very blah. Like a normal no-event Friday [but when there is one it's awesome]. I thought people would come early today so I went to Aspire at 7AM. But it wasn't 'til 8:30 that others started to roll in, I saw Hamzah at 8 after walking around alone listening to music and then lying on the grass reading a book. It was so boring.
Pictures can describe what happened... So I'll just say that I failed to show Fajar the drawing... for the 4th time this week. Or was it 3? He was standing alone once and I could've spoken up but... *Sigh*. I didn't. He looked too happy and I could be the one to make him angry );
From the time we went home [10:30] 'til about 4:30, I looked for DBSK photos and then watched their videos. LOL I'm so obsessed - but they're really entertaining, funny and cute people. You can't take your eyes off of them :) Just like Hamzah's twin brother. *gets shot* Nisa suddenly rang so I finished a clip and went out.
First thing I noticed was that there were 5 boys in the court and they were so SHORT so I thought they were kids and wondered who they were. But when I got closer... IT WAS THE FREAKIN ISYNAS [and Fadhli, I recognised him]! THEY CUT THEIR HAAAAAAAAIR! I was bewildered, shocked, gaping. Now how will Umar do his awesome hair-flicking? ): I like it better long. 2nd thing I noticed was that Fajar wasn't there. Hmmh, how untypical.
So from that time 'til 6, we just hung about in front of DnF's doing nothing much besides riding a bike, eating marshmallow-flavoured popcorn and talk. The Musthofa pedal-driven recreational vehicle broke down 'cause of Umar [which everyone thought was Salmaniye at first] and we spent around 20 minutes trying to fix it. When I was beside it, Umar came and sat across me, then I looked at him several times and realised Hey, you still look handsome even with that haircut. OK I sound so stupid but it's true.
I didn't feel like playing outside so I indulged myself in Dong Bang Shin Ki entertainment and chatting... with Hamzah only. I furiously wondered where my ex?-best friend was and found the answer later when he said he got a new iPod. Well, nothing else happened. Tomorrow in KAIFA I'm gonna try again...

Random Thoughts [copying Hamzah]

In KAIFA I think I learnt about how men marry women who they can comfortably talk to, about anything, and not because of fun or something like that. For some reason that statement keeps popping in my head every once in a while recently. o___O;;

I'm paranoid 'cause I keep checking my weight -___- Still 52kg... DAMMIT!

My laptop breathed the entire day today. Non-stop HHHHHHH sounds were emitted and it made me feel desperate to get a new laptop. I uninstalled programs, deleted loads of stuff and restarted 2x but they didn't work.

I found this Godly website: http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com/ of everything DBSK. I'm gonna devote every single day to downloading every single thing in there.

Seeing that moving to Colorado is 80% likely, I tend to think about what my life would be like. I imagine myself walking around the town, feeling the snow and taking in the mountainous scenery. I think about how I can lie down on the green grass and just listen to music.

When I go to Indonesia I am totally gonna buy DBSK DVDs and other merchandises of theirs. Oh yeah, I'm going to that country earlier, before my parents. My mom suggested I join Tante Siwi and well, if circumstances were on our side I would've agreed but it isn't so I just shrugged... It would be lying if I said I didn't want to x___x;;

I imagined what it would be like if I do go with him to Indo, we'd... talk... look around the Duty Free together... maybe even sit next to each other in the plane? and he could probably be the last person to see me too. We'd have an Anime-style ending, dramatic and all in the airport, a Taxi waiting for me signalling parting and us waving goodbye. But right now it feels like we've already done that scene long before the actual time... Gosh, I daydream a lot don't I?

Last thought, I haven't eaten ice cream in 2 days.