Hello Jaw

Supposedly Umar

Hello people I'm in a better mood =D This weekend I became so obsessed with a jaw LOL and it's all thanks to Hamzah and originally Carisa.

Anyhowsie on Friday we went to Aspire at 8 in the morning and had a short walk around but stayed mostly by the fountain thingy. I was sort of grudging Hamzah but later when we went to the picnic I got over it. I massively fangirled with Indira and couldn't stop laughing. We even tried sit-ups and I did 23 in 1 minute and she did uhh, 40 was it? My stomach became unbendable after that. When the boys came I wanted to swoon over Umar 'cause well let's face it, he's irresistible. Me and Indira wouldn't stop. After we ate and all lots of us speculated Abid's mobile photos and then I lied down on the grass... It felt great. I regretted not coming earlier );

Well at home I expressed what I truly felt in that Aspire session in my PM, which is anger. Yeah I was angry actually but I covered it up with my fangirling... Because Fangirling is Happiness. The reason of my rage was simply because Fajar didn't talk to me at all when I thought things were OK. He asked about this PM of mine and uhh, we had another argument. About greetings this time. I think I used to fight with Hamzah about that. Anyway later in the afternoon we made up properly. Fajar kept pasting these cats at me:

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ~ヽ
　しし し )ノ

But I replied lamely and didn't say anything else 'cause I still felt miserable and unwilling to chat. Farah invited me to go outside but I didn't want to, plus I had to go to FFC. When I got home Hamzah started posting photos and my joy revived. ;D

The next day we had KAIFA and I was expecting a boring lecture, which I got. I was too busy looking at a magazine as I placed myself next to Carisa on the carpet thing. When I looked up in front of me, I saw a handsome guy. Yes people, Umar was sitting right across me. It felt like a dream come true, I said to Matar. I didn't want it to end. But it did, 'cause then more carpets came in and so the girls were ordered to sit behind the boys. THERE GOES MY SHATTERED UMAR DREAMS ONCE AGAIN [why does my life feel like such a drama?].

But, all was not lost, for apparently from where I sat I got a good view of his side, sometimes blocked by Dhe3 who wouldn't trade places with me NYEEEH. God, the lecture was so droneful [does that word exist?] and Farah's jokes were lame as usual so I decided to draw, inspired by the subject of my blog entry. It was enjoyable and I was very pleased with the outcome and lots of people agreed that it looks like who I wanted it to look like. Me and Carisa isengly kept putting string on Dhe3's shirt and krudung but it failed to stick.

When the funeral ended I traveled to the front and showed Hamzah and other people my creation, giddy and stuff. Suddenly Fajar who was sitting on a chair next to me and Hamzah who were talking about Danial's camera magazine said 'Hello' to me and I replied 'Hello' back with a spontaneous smile. He continued talking to the other boys though. As I drew people came round to watch and comment sometimes and I avoided parents. When Fajar came to have a look he ended up glaring -__-;; Before parting we speculated Islamic books in different languages and Fajar could tell the difference between Hindi and Thai and Hamzah tried too hard to read French.

Well it's awesome that me and ahoushi are communicating again and I deeply appreciate how he started first.. again.. and in real life.. again.. even though he's been complaining. Yayayayay. At home I was too lazy to do any work so I finished off the drawing instead and Hamzah made me crack up when he started an MSN convo with the sentence 'help me label sex organs'. DUDE, WHAT KIND OF GUY SAYS THAT TO A GIRL? But it was funny. I panicked 'cause I thought Umar knew about the drawing 'cause Fajar read me and Hamzah's log and he pretended to be Umar, tricking me so I think Umar read it too, but he didn't, which I found out when we played outside.

Yes, I played outside, finally, after ignoring 2 sessions of them. Oh how nice the wind was. I teased and joked around with Hamzah concerning my Chemistry homework job offer [in the beginning Fajar snatched one of the booklets from him insisting that his handwriting is way better so he should do it instead], from QR20 to QR15 to QR10 if the quality of the notes suck, or if he touched my scooter HAHA. He would also have to pay QR10 to ride it, but may earn the same amount if he rides it all the way to my house ['cause we hung in front of the Isyna household]. He actually did it LOL. It's so funny to joke with him. I inquired Umar if he knew about the drawing and he went what drawing with a really dopey cute innocent face and I switched back and forth between him and Fajar asking questions about that evening's log and turns out Umar was CLUELESS [he is adorable when he's like that]. I said 'You're not lying right?' and he went 'Why would I lie?' - guess he didn't read the log at all. I KILL YOU FAJAR FOR PRANKING ME.

But then I didn't 'cause when I asked that boy if he wanted to see the drawing he muttered 'Why should I, it's not my drawing' and I said 'But you asked "how was the drawing" tadi' and I finally knew what he meant; 'cause then after all that he quietly said with his back turned against me 'Why don't you draw ausdjad' and I thought he said 'Why don't you draw one?' so I asked what he said and he went ngga, ngga as usual and I was too curious so I demanded, 'You want me to draw -insert a person's name here-?' and he put on a 'wtf no' face. Then he finally gave up and he poked his chest and said, 'Why don't you draw ME?'
Damn, so what he meant by 'it's not my drawing' is actually: 'it's not a drawing of me'. Nowwwww I get it. Oh God, that boy... Well I guess I'm gonna draw him, just to make him happy - if he will be, that is.

After talking to Nisa and Dhea about my artpad, I decided to Kempo but my parents wouldn't take me 'cause nobody would be there to pick me up and they didn't bother so I just... what the hell did I do tonight? o__O;; Chat, Facebook, deviantART... and ignore essay... that's it? I'm doing it tomorrow in my free lesson [as usual]. A few more things, my mobile earphones are busted so I have to buy a new one -__-;; Plus the CD-Rs I bought never burnt all the music I wanted. What a waste of QR2.

I will have no Sekompondy weekend this week 'cause there's gonna be IA o=