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This is Syania's public diary from her Year 12 life [2008-2009] with some college bits. Enjoy reading =D

< 4 Years

Tuesday, 25 August 2009


I moved in my dorm.
My family has left me.
I've begun going to classes.
I've finally started my 'new life' in Colorado School of Mines.

But right now, I feel so dead.
You can't say I didn't try 'cause I did.
So what do I do now, wait?

Everybody always says, "Everything will be alright",
"Good things come to those who wait",
"You'll get used to it"

How can anyone get used to loneliness?
Any of that really true?

Allah, You're the only One with me now
Wake me up from this nightmare
Resurrect me from this death I feel
I want to remember what it's like to have close friends,
laughing beside me

Amin

Essay by syania/bs at 12:26 pm  

Labels: basic emo

4 replies:

Orz said...

i hope u get used t ther
keep smiling, it gives out positive aura hohohoh

26 August 2009 at 15:21  
syania/bs said...

haahha thanks, bt if i smile when thers nothin t smile abt ppl will think im nuts

26 August 2009 at 18:52  
Anonymous said...

this is why I shall doain you again.
I wish I had a teleporter.

26 August 2009 at 23:30  
syania/bs said...

j00r too kind.
i wish i had one too .__.

27 August 2009 at 00:24  

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