Cheer Up, Emo Kid

Title dedicated to Fajar ;)

Please just put your focus on the guy at the centre <3

Today is the last day of May. The 4 weeks are decreasing... D:

I woke up at 9 today, miraculously. I got up so reluctantly and mom was leaving so I didn't have to study so soon. Turned on the TV and there was Battle of the Pop on Channel V so I sat there watching it for like an hour, tick tock. Then I turned on the laptop and stupidly decided to play RO for a bit, sometimes checking up on Channel V. Before I knew it it was 11:30 and I took a shower. I got hungry so I ate and watched Zack and Cody, ugh. DBSK won. At 1:30 I finally studied. I was already raided by a Fajar convo but I kept studying 'til 2:30, woo. Then I chatted for a bit and continued studying 'til 2:56, which was Asar. After that I got caught up with Facebook and chatting and later in evening and night, Twitter.

I went sorta emo at 8 or something after my convo with Fajar T~T Since evening I've been calm, relaxed and cheerful when replying to his rants but at night I ikut2an sedih juga @___@;; There were 2 external influences [1 got over with after an hour] but the other is a secret which I won't tell anyone. Plus it's such a stupid reason. I major twitted to relieve the sorrow but it didn't really help heh -___-;

I like you more than I intended

So, tomorrow is June! I hope something good can happen, amin.
By the way I feel tad better already, haha~ Being a non-pessimist helps return your sense of neutralism back faster you know (Y) READ THAT, EMO KIDS? I expect normal terms with Fajar tomorrow *stares*

Hey you, best friend is better than crush, OK? (Y)
Cheer up man, you've got me. Well sorry it's me, not you know who. Sorry I can't give you the compliments you want. But I can lend you an ear if you want someone to listen to you, and be there if you're ever alone :D