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Dear Ryu,

Sup man! How are you? I bet you're having fun there. Well I haven't had any, 'cept for 1 day.

For the first parts of this holiday, I totally slacked off and made no progress in any of my activities. There was also a shortage of friends online. Oh yeah! I also played that game I borrowed from you. It's so cool! If you were here, we'd probably be talking about it together endlessly... Infact, we'd talk about anything endlessly...

You know.. before I go to sleep, or maybe sometimes when I'm just sitting doing nothing, I think of you. I would wonder what you're doing right now, or what today would be like if Ryu was here. Hey, do you think of me? If so.. how much? Do you miss me like you said? I hope you do, cuz if you don't I'm gonna whoop your ass. Actually I'll just leave my reactions and feelings to myself. They won't affect you.

So anyhow, how's that trip you were talking about? What about the girls? HAHAHA. I'm serious man. I know you like pretty girls. You have to tell me everything that happened during your absence. Speaking of person-interest, I've grown more liking into one of the guys I sort of ranted to you about. He's a really good person. There's a lot more to it, but I'm gonna wait 'til you come back. Yeah, I'm always waiting for you. It's so uncool for me as a girl. You need to do the work next time.

Another thing I wanna say... You know the way the neighbourhood kids are all gathered and stuff? Yeah, they plan on going out sometime. To the mall, museum, park, anywhere really. Some of them suggested me this and I was like 'oh yeah, sure' and things like that. When one of the mothers asked me if I've been to the museum I said not yet and I was really, really afraid that she'd invite me to visit it soon. There's even this big event thing going on in a few days - I guess I'll be seeing the gang a lot now and I won't be so lonely anymore. But guess what? I'm not really hyped up for any of them. You know why? Because you won't be there. Sure there's all the neighbourhood kids but... you're one of my best friends and days are incomplete without your presence. Everybody else has their own... but not yet for me. Just having you around is enough. Seeing your smile makes me relieved. Call me a total party pooper or be my guest and say 'You get a chance to have fun and you're making it bad for yourself!' but it's just how I'm feeling. I can't change it...

I guess the whole point of this letter is simply to say I miss you. A lot.

-Aya