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Wednesday 29th July 2009

After I woke up I immediately watched Unbelieveable Outing. So I stayed in bed all day literally. My Eeteuk hate has been maturing even more since then. It's such a hilarious show, really - the guy wanted to say mother effer but said mother father instead XDXDXD and instead of son of a biatch, he said sunglasses beach LOLOLOL. And once when they had an episode in the English village they translated Sungmin's name into SEX PEOPLE because Min can also mean sex HAAHAHAHA. I kept laughing. Here's another killer:

"Get out."
'Be a little nicer'
"Please, please get out."
'Okay we'll use fluent English'
"Sayonara baby"

Whilst watching me and Nisa chatted about pacarans which we dislike the intimacy of. I honestly want a boyfriend myself 'cause I know I won't do creepy things lolz but don't worry I'll never get one anyway. Besides it's nearly 4 months since I've liked him KHEIHEKHEIHIE. At night me and my sisters watched Explorers of the Human Body (:

Thursday 30th July 2009
My dream was freakin' weird but I liked it. I returned to my old school but it wasn't QIS at all. It was grey and shiny and pro-looking-er =P However Hamzah was there. Infact, the dream was about me and him taking photos together in the school. Makes me think about photography club .__. I had a new camera which was smaller than Steve [my DSLR] o___O; Sadly after I went to fetch it and met up with him again the dream switched to something about Sungmin's shoes and how Donghae and Shindong are mirip 'cause their name has DONG in them, right. Oh yeah in the school I bumped into Dinda who Hamzah said joins modelling club and he was the photographer........ *stares*
Today I went to Plaza Senayan with mother and Ocha. It wasn't as boring as I thought it would be, there was an art exhibition and me and my little sister had fun making fun of some of the works 'cause they looked noobish. Then we went in Metro [they had Sum41 music on lolz] where I browsed through many pretty clothes which I really wish I could wear but with a body like mine it's impossible. After a long while we finally went to Senayan City to eat lunch with dad and bla3. I forgot what I did at home =\

Friday 31st July 2009
I became graphical and made an icon and signature for SJ-World :'D

OK so today was the day of confirmation if people could go to Dufan or not, right. I haven't blogged about it yet but ever since Hamzah smsed me with that bad news on Monday 27th July, I've become emo [not like I haven't been this entire summer; I mean I hardly go emo 'cause of that guy anymore you see]. And like, yesterday.. or maybe since that day, I honestly wanted him to apologise. Then today at 3pm I checked my e-mail and saw one from him. It was... well it did make me feel better but I cried and I REALLY don't know why OK. I just did. Sometimes my emotions don't make sense...
At night me and my family and relatives went out to eat at a fish restaurant which took 1 hour to drive to. I saw a rat in the err, got thingy and it was cute. I kept checking my HP for any new smses or twits, sigh. When I got home Iwan called begging me and MD to go to Dufan 'cause the numbers were lacking but I thought we shouldn't. Besides, my mom really disapproved of the idea. I thought to myself that the day I've always dreamt of won't ever come true. Before I went to bed which was at 2AM, I SuJu fangirled and stuff. I discovered some fanboys who have bad taste.

Segernya nol

Sunday 26th July 2009

I had suuuuuuuuch weird dreams. The 1st one was that me and Fajar were sending letters to each other. He invited me over to his house in Bekasi on the 2nd of August. The 2nd one was so weird, therefore hard to explain - but it involved us being friends with Western people and me getting mad our friendships were getting worse because of them LOLZ. There was also Yesung and his girlfriend... and a huge but cute spider which Hamzah fought with xD I took a cold but refreshing shower. Disadvantage of village life no.3 - no warm shower water. Later on it was off to granny's where I saw my Year 8 cousin Dian's Naruto figurines collection - he had like 50 or something all neatly put on racks. I just sat down and drew my character I call Kuro. It took FOREVER to draw his hair. My 5/6/Idk year old cousin was watching me and asked 'ko d hapus mulu mbak?'. It's 'cause drawing is shit hard T~T After a while I went back to grandpa's. We decided to turn on the TV and when Yugioh appeared I laughed like a hyena, seriously, 'cause his hair was RIDICULOUS. I never noticed until that moment. Basically all the characters are ugly. I made fun of all of them 'til I cried from laughter. Here is Ocha's commentary on Yugioh: 'they don't do anything they just throw cards'. When the LOLfest was over I observed Conan which was good until he explained the crime - I didn't understand a single word. At 3-ish my cousin's son was having a 6th birthday party so we went there but all I did was sit and draw 'cause I had no other business. I felt lonely and again wanted Fajar to call. I've been smsing him but he never replies .__. Well anyway at 5 dad took me and Ocha on a motorcycle ride around the village which totally refreshed my body and soul [lebay]. At that moment I wished I could drive a motor like hell. The mountain and sky views were so beautiful T__T I didn't bring Steve [my DSLR] sadly - my parents kept telling me 'fotografer tuh sharusny bawa kmera kmn-mn', meh. I got my thing at night. Bad timing. Since I had nothing to do I lied down in bed and started smsing people. MD told me Icha invited us to Dufan so yeah. Fajar finally replied but there was something weird about how he typed. I forgot what we smsed about but I got really mad and didn't wanna care about him anymore [which won't happen, blame that kinda thinking on the period]. I slept in emptiness, sigh.

Monday 27th July 2009

All I did today was eat soto and finish drawing Kuro. And go really depressed at the news Matar gave me which was that she can only go to Dufan on Sunday. Whereas Fajar can only go on Saturday. I was so torn. I wanted to meet Fajar to death but again for the 392808902nd time I'm unsure if he still cares about me or not so choosing him might not be a good idea. But I still wanted to see him. On the other hand, Dufan won't be as fun without my favourite pair of sisters. Ahh, at that point in the day I felt like curling up and dying. Then I suddenly felt better [stupid period] according to Twitter but after observing my old smses from the 27th I don't know why. In the evening I learned how to drive a motor but I became too chicken to try by myself right after I got the knowledge. Surprisingly me and Umar actually had a round of smsage today. He typed a lot. Real lot. It makes me wanna keep the smses somehow but sadly in the US I'll be using a different phone. Another sadly, he ran out of credit to continue. With nothing else to do I decided to go to bed at 7. My 8 year old cousin was having fun with a nyamuk zapper and it was funny. When she was done with that she gave me an English quiz LOL. I couldn't sleep so when Fajar smsed me saying to watch Opera Van Java I turned on the TV. It wasn't on so I ended up watching Fight Club, only I didn't finish 'cause I was so sleepy. The movie's really good (Y) However I got an sms from Hamzah with bad news. So my night ended in anger and frustration.

Tuesday 28th July 2009
I woke up at 10AM and stayed in bed watching TV, thinking of how idiotic it is to have a commercial promoting water. Me and Ocha found a gameshow in TPI called Grand Prix Del Verano and decided to watch it 'cause there were people in penguin costumes. And then carrying large ice creams. And other hilarious stuff. IT WAS THE FUNNIEST GAME SHOW I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. I laughed and laughed and laaaaaaaughed, so hard, so much, so long. I haven't laughed like that since God knows when. You guys should seriously watch it, they have the show on YouTube lolz. There's also an iklan that goes 'Segernya pol!' - we laugh at that too. At one point, when I was drinking water, I stared at the dinner table, only to find 2 flies doing it. I simply watched them on top of each other and was like ...this is interesting... Thank God it wasn't graphic. On TV I saw this ad about a football competition on the 1st & 2nd of August which the latter is exactly the date Fajar has his and I was stupid enough to sms him asking if the competition he's attending is the one on TV. The conversation didn't end well. At 2:30pm we headed off to the airport which is shiny but small. Inside the plane me and Ocha had a funny Super Junior karaoke and dance session which had to end when my ears started getting pressurised which REALLY HURTED. Back at the ungreen civilisation that is Jakarta I utilised laptop-san [it's been 3 days] and immediately watched Happy Shares Company version Eunhyuk. Then Unbelieveable Outing, one of the top funniest programs SuJu appeared in (Y) I slept at 3am but I forgot what I was doing.

Why do you still use that name

p.s. somewhere in these village nights I cried a lot because of one person. I'm just reminding myself

SIMsimTaPain

Thursday 23rd July 2009 - I get my SIM

I woke up at 5 to go do my driving test. I've NEVER seen Jakarta that early in the day. It was nice. I had a dream that we were somewhere and I passed Fajar who wasn't talking to me and he suddenly blurted 'Ah I can't stand it anymore' and greeted me. Then I said 'I wish I could hug you but I can't' [WHICH I DON'T THINK ABOUT IRL OK] and in an instant he hugged me real tight haaaaaahahahaha... When people started walking towards us he let go really fast so I fell down -__-; and that was all I remember. Anyway my Uncle and mom dropped me off. The jemput person was supposed to come at 6 but he was late for more than 30 minutes so I just stood outside... FML... the car trip took an hour so I slept. There was an adorable toddler sitting in front of me but his mom was like... gaul o___O; she calls her kid with LU and instead of saying 'mama' she says 'gue'.. weird. Inside the SIM-dealing place I did my theory test which had answers on the 1st page, right. I hardly knew how to answer nor understand the stuff. Anyway since I was the 2nd last to leave the room I had no idea where to go so I went back outside only to find the others weren't there [we were a rombongan]. Panickingly I rushed inside again to search for my people and thankfully found them heading over to the PRACTICAL TEST. I was like oh God no I don't wanna do this, 'cause people watch you. After the dude explained traffic laws bla3 [he was funny] it was off to the test. However weirdly enough all we did was get in the car, have 1 person drive 50m forwards and in reverse for us and THAT WAS IT. Didn't even take 5 minutes! 0.0; Then the dude said we're gunna get our pictures taken o___O; After that was done I went to the waiting room, and after 10 minutes they called my name and I GOT MY SIM. JUST LIKE THAT. But I was soooooooo tired T__T [and I look drunk in my photo] I slept on the way back. T'was 12:30pm, so basically I spent 6.5hrs doing the entire SIM obtaining process. I really wanted to go home. Buuuuut, my mom asks for my grudges towards her 'cause she wanted to spend some time in PGC which was across the road. My entire body was aching 'cause of my sleeping position in the car and I was fakin exhausted. And angry. But I remembered that patience is a virtue so I calmed myself down. Thankfully at 3 I returned 'home'. All I did was sort my videos and later watched Kids' Choice Awards on TV then Goong T which was hilarious. Done.

Friday 24th July 2009

My laptop fell to the floor for the 1st time ever today. The AC Adaptor plug is now bent and I'm scared it'll break. I picked up my dad from the airport at 3:30. The trip took 3 hours no shit. Back in the house I watched Jihwaza feat. Donghae which was SO FUNNY. I kept laughing 'til I cried (Y) Again chatted with Nisa, it was hilarious and crazy, filled with laughing emotes as usual. We discussed of Super Junior's Zhou Mi and Henry =D She gave me interesting links like Blog Gaul and other really unpopular forums. Then I surfed SJ-World and found ARABIC E.L.F.s and discovered that the majority of them live in the UAE and are attracted to HEECHUL LOLZ. I think that's cool. Suddenly I got in a KyuMin frenzy and looked at every page of their thread and even went to LJ communities dedicated to them HAHAHAA~ I was about to read a fanfic but g jdi. Since my attention span is short I moved on to some Donghae sex and switched back to KyuMin after some minutes.

THE LOVE IS OVERFLOWING

Kyuhyun: Once I think of Sungmin hyung, I can't do anything at all.
Kyuhyun: Sungmin can't continue living if he does not have me.
HOW OTP AND AWESOME IS THAT??????????? Sometimes I wish my OTPs get married but I totally don't support gay so... I just like boy x boy friendships to the max (: After excessive fangirling I ZzzZzz-ed at 1:30AM.

Saturday 25th July 2009 - Village Life
I go to Boyolali today. The weather was cloudy, very nice. That's why we had turbulence in the plane - small ones alhamdulillah. Honestly they were fun .__. 'cause right after it was over we reached a clear blue sky so I knew it was alright~ So beautiful~ When we went in the car after reaching at 4pm, the radio had Sorry Sorry on O____O; 99.6FM. I was surprised. The highlight of pulang kampung is to eat soto so that's exactly what we did. At grandpa's place I spent my time outside taking in the breeze and other fresh natureness 'til Maghrib. I also played with sticks and rocks with my cousin's kids who are below 9yrs of age. Ah, the weather there is the best~ Anyway, I was gunna wudhu so I went to the bathroom only to find a HUGE FLYING COCKROACH ON THE DOOR. Disadvantage of village life no.1 - excessive bugs. After someone killed it I decided to go back in there only to find ANOTHER FLYING COCKROACH!! AND THEY'RE BOTH BIG-ASSED, REALLY. I was gunna weep. It was early, 8pm or something, but I felt like sleeping so I tried BUT there was NO KIPAS in the room so I sweated like hell. Disadvantage of village life no.2 - no AC. To make myself fall asleep I listened to iPod-san and it worked. At 10pm-ish I woke up by the sound of my dad bringing a fan into the room; I felt the cool air rush to my skin and it was aaaaaaaaaaaaawesome. I slept like a baby.

Fangirling keeps my mind off of you, now that I'm laptopless it's back to thinking about the usual
Loving someone is hard

Funless

Saturday 18th July 2009

Stay-in day. Basically read manga... Lots of 'em. Then before bed I designed some characters for a comic I SUPPOSEDLY wanna make. Fajar greeted me in MSN in the morning and thought I was angry; I smsed him I ain't and was still sleeping tdi but nothing else happened for the rest of the day.

Sunday 19th July 2009
2 weeks left 'til I go West. Still waiting for a phone call. Today me and Fajar were supposed to meet at Tante Esti's wedding which I think both of us didn't attend in the end, so we didn't. Instead moi and ma famille went to Melawai where I ate Bakmi GM for lunch and died of boredom due to my mother stopping at 209329023 jewelry, bag and clothes stores [I was intrigued by pearls though]. The roads were empty - creepy but pretty interesting and rare to see. I kept singing Don't Don and seeing Boys Before Flowers everywhere -__-; At home I was angrier at my overheating laptop than usual, read Soul Eater I think and typed 9283 blog entries. Fail day.

Monday 20th July 2009
Before going to ITC Kuningan, me and my sisters loled very hard at SuJu's MV Twins (Knockout). Therefore the entire day I sang excerpts from that song and others - it was so annoying and addicting. I bought 7 mangas which one I read whilst mom and MD spent 9023328 hours looking at fake bags [in the end they bought 2]. We had A&W for lunch and that's when I marvelled at how Onion Rings are onion + tepung di goreng but it still tastes awesome. At home I observed that Fajar was online 'til night but none of us greeted each other, Farah wasn't chatting with him either so she suggested it was prolly Om Agus, which is... logical but unlikely. I felt so so so so lonely and decided to read comics, when I was on the brink of mental breakdown I suddenly watched Super Show I DVD on my laptop [from a download] with my sisters. It lasted approx. 2.5hrs and we had fun and laughed loads. Grease!bum was seen and I kept insulting him throughout (Y) At one point Donghae jerked his jacket opened revealing his bare chest and if my life is a manga [too bad it isn't] I would've nosebleeded like hell 'cause it was sex. There was Kibum fanservice and I was like DO NOT WANT. I kept squealing at Sungmin and Kyuhyun's cuteness and the epic EunHaeness. The concert was from last year and I wish I attended D: I am sooo excited to see Super Show II DVD x) Before going to bed me and MD looked at my SuJu pics folder [consisting of 5k+ pics but we didn't see all duh] which wasn't satisfying so I oughta collect more. Fangirling is happiness~ Temporary.

Tuesday 21st July 2009

I'm typing this on the 2nd of August LOL so I don't have an overall commentary yet. OK so I read mangas which made me angry 'cause they were so typical. But here's an epic quote: 'Pangerannya cukup seorang saja. Karena itu, kamu jadi putrinya ya' OHOHOHO LOVE~ Uhh after that I did boring stuff. I chatted with Nisa crazily, as usual... and watched loads of SuJu videos... I also started loving Super Junior T - Don't Go Away (Y) That's all about my boring Tuesday.

Wednesday 22nd July 2009
Today I went to PIM with Mom and Ocha, who the former is meeting up with an old friend. Little did I know that she brought her daughter [who I found out later is MD's age] along. You should all know I really dislike meeting new people ESPECIALLY if it's only for a short period of time so I just salam her and then ran off with Ocha to sholat Zuhur. And after that I kept twitting from my phone. in. extreme. boredom. Since I was just with OCHA I thought, 'what the fak should I do?' so I simply walked around everywhere. I kept begging God to make Fajar call me 'cause I'm jaim/malu/gengsi to do so first. Such loneliness and boredom could easily be wiped away with just a small talk with him. However when we ate lunch I was pretty amused 'cause Ocha started building this KFC Island with her steak plate and my cola cup which had Colonel Sanders pictures. I has photos but too lazy to transfer x__x; Finally at 3:30pm after seeing every floor and corner of PIM we went home. I kept cursing my life throughout. At night I was SUPPOSEDLY blessed with a sms from Fajar but he was using bhs Sunda or something and did it for iseng purposes. I who was freakishly worried and waiting for his smses/calls for days got pretty angry 'cause of his carefreeness .___. I asked him why he hasn't been contacting me lately and he said he's been busy and I started ranting in my head, I'm your best friend right so why not spare some time for me? Then God knows why he started bringing someone's name up but yeah, that sms session ended bitterly.

If you read all of the above I'm really sorry that you just wasted your time reading about my horrible life

Happily Rotting

Friday 17th July 2009 - SUPER SHOW II STARTS DD:

Ocha: we are nothing without you
Me: i am somethin without anyone
Cania: you are jam without bread.
Fajar: u r chicken nuggets with out sauce
Ocha: i am toast without blue band
Fajar: i am KFC without the K
Umar: i am a woman without the wo
-everybody explodes laughing-

Umar: y do ppl sell taming items so expensive?? WTS HAPPENIN TO TH WORLD??!! FINANCIAL CRISIS
I TOTALLY LOL-ED

Umar: wt do u wannabe
Me: i wanna be a comic author =\ nice of u t ask
Umar: no
Me: or an animator btw :D
Umar: so i shall ruin ur business
Whatever, I still like it when guys ask me stuff weee

Me: anita sholat anyway
Umar: wths anita???
Me: u dont kno?!
Umar: y wud i want to?

OK enough RO logs. Today was the infamous bombing day which made me kinda scared to go out anywhere but it was also the day I watched Parry Hotter? Happy Rotter? Rappy Hotter? Rettop Yrrah? Hatty Rorrer? Roppy Hatter? Harry Potter, yes, with Dhe3 and CC.
I left the house in emo [well not really 'cause Umar said my real name in Twitter] because... because... 'I wish the phone would ring like before and I pick up to hear a nagging guy wanting to talk cuz it feels 'nice''. However thankfully I got cheered up when I met up with CC in Plaza Senayan. We bought the tickets then transferred ourselves to Food Court-san to eat. I was a pig, ate Ocha's fries and some of her steak and then ordered KFC crispy strips [Cania's influence]. When we were done we watched Carisa play this Princess Dancing game on her new DS, t'was so funny (Y)
Finally at 5:15 or whatever we met up with Dhe3 in the cinema toilet. There was a creepy Suster Ngesot or something poster at the end of the hallway and I really wanted to take a pic with it but didn't lolz. The movie ended at 8, gasp. I thought it was really good. I know, too bad there wasn't a lot of action but it was J.K. Rowling's choice to make it like that and romantic, OK?? Besides I liked those scenes /gg
Afterwards Dhe3 started blabbing to us about her PIM chronicle and I was extremely giddy and how do you put it... fangirly?? IDK. We ate dinner together [me Donner Kebab *c*] as she continued her story and Carisa started her own which was also giddy and fangirl worthy towards the end. Oh how I wish one day I could experience a tale like theirs D; amin. Sadly at 9 we had to part and I hugged those 3 goodbye. Dhe3 twice. SO SAD, AGAIN I SAY I'LL MISS YOU DHE3 -insert heart here-
At home, 10:00pm-ish, I peeked at MSN before praying and saw Fajar freakin online. I was pretty glad but in another way disappointed 'cause that means we won't be phone calling anymore right? Well anyway he started a chat but something about him was different, he seemed quiet and that made me kinda anxious so I blurted out anything in my head. One of them included someone's name, which he got... I don't know... at and started complaining?? But anyway that ruined the chat 100%. He left at 11pm and since I wasn't replying he thought I was mad, but I wasn't. Sigh.

Fajar: y ru keeps following me carisa
Me: LOL matar correct his english plz, its so g enak t read

We're just friends you know.

I REALLY Miss U

HEHEHEHEHE I BRING YOU ANOTHER freakishly long ENTRY HEHE

Wednesday 15th July 2009

My driving is improving but the teacher suggested I take 5 more lessons which basically means I still suck... whatever. I went to PGC with Mom and Mbak Pit, bought Magic Corn which ended up tasting horrible 'cause the corn was small and unwholy plus the sambal wasn't SAUCE. That business oughta be sued. My mom offered me to eat KFC and lots of other food when we stopped by at Plaza Kalibata but I declined all of 'em 'cause I was in a really, really bad mood. Major angst. Because of my smsage with Hamzah. Will not go into detail, but basically it's to do with Dufan/HP6 plans this Friday and him not being able to attend. From when I reached home 'til dinner, I just lied down in bed having a Soul Eater Marathon, not expecting more but quality time doing my own thing.
At near-Maghrib Icha, Abid, Afif and some friend of theirs came but I only greeted Icha. The presence of the stranger made me hold back from saying hi to the brothers. They and MD soon left to eat out and I was left with Ocha in the room continuing what I was doing [plus getting super upset with the going out plans in Twitter]
...Until my phone rang and I saw 'Tnte Siwi Indo calling' on the screen. At first I couldn't believe my eyes but I picked it up and slowly said
Hello? Hello. Hello. How are you doin'? Bad, you? Bad. What have you been doin'? Looking at girls. ...What? Nothing. Did you say looking at girls? Nevermind, nevermind. Tunggu! Who said tunggu? What? Me. REALLY? [couldn't believe it was him 'cause he sounded extremely manly] My friend's askin' me to play. Y udh, main aj sana. No, I wanna talk to you. It feels nice. HAHAHAHA, you sound like you just got back from the toilet! Gross... Oh yeah, happy birthday! What? You remember? Yes. Yeah right. It's on the 30th. Of? Of June. Of what? Oh. Thanks... why didn't you sms? I told you, I have no number! Well what about FB? I tried! That was in chat, you could've wallposted.. Oh yeaaaaa, wallpost! Anyway I have to go now. I'll call you later. I'll call you later. OK, bye! Bye.
That obviously wasn't the entire convo [the topics we discussed were Iwan, Tnte Esti's wedding, going out plans, bla3] ... I can't memorise that much -__-; We talked for 12:26 minutes. I was the happiest person ever. God gives miracles when we least it expect it, guys. Because of that incident I had to ignore the chat Hamzah was having with me but I was also possible to casually tell him 'forget about it' in sms.
Before going to ZzzZZ I read mangas by Chiba Kozue :'D Her works are all conceptual but SHORT and therefore rushed. Nice and cute stuff anyway (Y)

Thursday 16th July 2009 - Happy 47th Birthday Mom! Sorry I forgot D:

Fajar called me 2x this morning at 9-ish but I didn't pick up 'cause I had to go to driving lesson. I found out the name of that song I liked which was Jangan Menyerah by d'Masiv. 'tis awesome :'D 30 minutes before Zuhur he called again and I picked up.

Hello? Hello~ Sorry Fajar I need to eat, call me later. What? Whyy? I need to eat lunch! BUT I WANNA TALK TO YOU! I'm so lonely! ...Hey you know that song - Jangan Menyerah? Yeah, that one! It's so nice~ Yeah I know I like it too. ... Sorry, I'll sms you when you can call. I hate to sms. I said I'll sms when you can call! OK? OK... Bye.
Within the conversation MD who was listening commented 'Poor Fajar, he wants to talk to you' and I was biasa2 aj 'cause there's still lots of time for us to chatter... But before I knew it, my watch showed 1:40pm and I regret what I did. I wanted to sms him for him to call me but then I thought, well... what if he isn't lonely anymore? what if he doesn't wanna talk on the phone anymore either? I was gengsi/jaim again.So I just told him that I'm busy and did my own things. Boring things...
Suddenly at 5:45 he called and I was all excited when he straightforwardly asked 'Hey can you give me my mom's number?' and that's what the convo was all about really. I was hoping he'd call again later to talk about something proper but he didn't...
Since I was ngambek and remorseful and emo because of my own fault, I looked at RO screenshots which Cania suggested me to do 'til 2AM. And I'm so glad I did 'cause they cheered me up 89% (Y) PREPARE FOR SPAM!

Cute things are stupid, that's why wizards are noobs

-Thinking of a name for Fajar's character-
Fajar: ahh ad siomay dirumah~
Me: -Siomay-
Fajar: David Siomay
Me: HAHAHA KNP AD DAVIDNY?!1/1/
Fajar: kan2 ad orang yg jualan siomay namany david
Made me lol HARD.

Fajar: or2 Jackie the Vegetarian
Me: y jackie?
Fajar: cz2 thers tukang jualan sayur2 namany Jackie n theres another one called Rosalinda
That too.

Me: poor umar.
Cania: your daily 5-min death?
Me: no2 hes not dead.
Umar: im pro "Aeiri", i dont 'DIE"
Cania: what did umar say.
Hamzah: how sad. ppl ddnt buy burgers [SO RANDOM]
Me: umar dusnt die?
Umar: yes. I AM PRO!!!
-and then afterwards a monster killed him -
SO FUNNY

Fajar: umar
Umar: wt
Fajar: train me
Umar: ntar ah
Fajar: skrg lah
Umar: pr
Fajar: ketek, jgn pe-er mulu
LOL CONVERSATION BETWEEN 2 MALES = WIN

-me and Hamzah debating about celebs and cool guys-
Me: me n dhe3's sense of coolness is th same
Hamzah: i no wts cool n wts not
Me: our cool guys r ur gay ones
Umar: im gay??
SO BIGHEADED/PEDE GOSH XDXDXD but that's what makes him interesting (Y)

Me: ANYWAY celeb guys r gay, most of em
Hamzah: pff
Umar: im not
Me: umar ure not a celeb
I SPIT AT THAT. couldn't stop laughing

Ocha: sakato returns with an even uglier color
Cania: umar that looks more hideous than before.
Me: umar i liked ur colour bfore
Umar: wtevr

Cania: NOOOO MY FACE!
Me: it ws never pretty in th first place.
Cania: ...
Me: AHAAHAAHAHAHA LAUGHS AT OWN JOKE
Me: kidding cania. ure as beautiful as kfc.
Cania: AHAAHAHAH
Ocha: HAHAHAHAHA
Me: LAUGHS AT OWN JOKE NO.2
I'm lame and awesome

*wondering who KEVJUMBA is*
Me: maybe its fajar's made up name
Ocha: FAJUMBA
Fajar: WOOJUMBA
Me: marjumba
Umar: wt
-all laugh- HAHAHAAHAHA akljsdsklajdsadj
Umar: rele im not laffing at all
IT WAS SO. DAMN. HILARIOUS.

Cania: hey guys :D
Fajar: go away
Cania: ...
Fajar: =D
Cania: XD
STUPID.

Me: umar is in kokomo beach dying. is he dying i wonder?
Umar: gfo die urself
Back then I wasn't intimidated but when I read it today I was FREAKED OUT. btw gfo means get the fak out

-Umar & Cania niffing together, Cania fails-
Umar: wts ur lvl anyway??
Cania: 83/50
Umar: same as me... but u still suck
ah, the gentleness of a lad to a lady

Umar: bs y don u play an instrument, like a flute or clarinet n be like squidward

That's all folks!
I'm sorry... you were lonely but I didn't keep you company

I Miss U

I had a dream that I went to QIS :D The scenes are pretty undescribable though. One thing I can tell you is that the glasses Umar wore were round, big and overall nerdy. He looked pretty foolish ;B Oh yeah, before I went to sleep me and Ocha were doing sign language games 'cause both of us had insomnia ): We created DNW with Sungmin's Sorry2 sok-manly gesture and she had to figure out what I was spelling with my fingers. It was fun (Y)

Sooooo........ went to Plaza Senayan today, with the Space Sisters only from 11am 'til 4pm-ish. We entered the food court to find Cania sitting on a table separate from Carisa who was in the darker area. Her hair covered her face so she looked emo XDXD Of course we ate KFC and being the clumsy person I am, I accidentally spilled my tea all over the table and floor ToT I think we then prayed in the nice Musholla and traveled to Kinokuniya. In that place we observed artbooks, English-translated mangas, random pointless comics like one entitled Babies, magazines and novels.
We then went downstairs to the Gashapon CC told me about before. I was spazzing at the Soul Eater one and immediately set my eyes on the Death the Kid gantungan HP. It consumed 2 tokens which was RP 30k -__-; We were like hoping but after suspensefully opening the spherical container, got the dumb cat Blair [bottom left]... I begged Matar for another go, count this as my birthday present, and another 30k was spent. This time we got.... BLAIR, again. Gave it to Carisa. I was desperately wanting Kid so after lots of pleading someone donated more cash and after I spun the wheel with lots of bismillah.... I got EXCALIBUR [top middle] and the thing is - THAT WAS THE ONE I REALLY DIDN'T WANT 'CAUSE I HATE THAT CHARACTER! I was dramatically weeping as everybody laughed instead. I then persuaded MD to give just RP 10k 'cause I had 20 and this will be the last time I mean it. After putting in the tokens Cania stepped in and decided to spin the wheel and when the container came out I grabbed it and turned away from everyone else to open it slowly and find... SOUL [top left]!!!!!!!1 I was SO SO SO HAPPY and Cania was like 'see it's because of me you got a good one' LOL true, maybe. Well anyway we were finally able to leave that place [after spending RP 120k...].

Those are exactly what we got ['cept Stein and Kid >.>]

None of us knew where to go, really. Somehow we ended up in front of Metro and decided to go in. I saw the toys section and, hoping another Gashapon would be there, chanted 'toys toys toys toys' and pointed at the area. As we walked there MD was like 'I can't believe we're going to toys' or something like that. HEHEHEHE. It's been ages since I've explored them though D': Blame aging. Well anyway stupidly enough we played with those... binocular things where you put a plastic circle with pictures inside the lens and press a button and it changes each time. I forgot what else we looked at but I saw more GUNDAM *___* There was Exia and Dynames and others. We were finishing off our little adventure when we saw a baby doll toy thing called 'Baby Alive' and somebody started singing it in the Ring the Alarm tone - we laughed so hard at that. Basically us 5 girls were freakishly ribut. Specially when we saw a leg display of footwear that looked like WUDHU SOCKS. The Space Sisters took a picture with it and we exploded with HAHAHAHAs. In front of the store there was a sale on t-shirts so we observed them. They were SO CUTE. The merek is David and Goliath. We spent forever browsing through all the shirts 'cause they had adorable pictures and good quotes although I can't remember any =D I kept whispering to them that we're giving the shopkeepers hope 'cause they think we're gunna buy something but we didn't 'cause they were so mahal XD We walked off messing up the clothes stacks and the staffs' dreams. Oh yeah I saw an Asian nun but she was wearing white - I've never seen one in real life before *-*
Unfortunately it was time to go home after that ): But before doing so we took a picture with the large Emma Watson Burberry ad next to the store XD

Ignore the unattractive lads, kthx

At home I read Sparkling Gingachou and totally spazzed over Kuro 'cause he's so cool so handsome so nice so *sigh*. Click here to see the cover, Kuro's the one with blue hair *-*
Turns out Fajar greeted me in Facebook at 7-ish pm and I was so surprised to see such a chat open; but he was offline when I checked. After reading the contents of what he typed [most/all in caps lock] my cheeks started burning and I thought I was gunna die. Will not paste the log.
Before going to bed us Twitters discussed Dufan and shiat and I watched a generous amount of Soul Eater (Y) Thank you for reading, sorry it's so long xD It was a wonderful Tuesday alhamdulillah ^^ - whoa I hardly use that emote.

p.s. Fajar finally smsed me today and I got mad at him at first but I put it aside later

Beautiful Cottage

You know once I go to the US I'll have to get used to 'July 13th' instead of '13th July'. I think. Today I had my first ever driving lesson which lasted 30 minutes. I was expecting a mess-up but it's not actually hard - unless if you're using an automatic car. I used a manual which consisted of coupling shit which is my weakness. Despite that, driving is so much fun (: After my lesson I had to go to the doctor where my mom and Ocha were at. I was forced to wait there 'til what, 11:30 from like 9. All I did was watch TV [which had creepy stuff] and listen to my iPod then I slept for a bit on the bench.
Then it was time to go to PIM. I've never been there before so it was another first. Ahh, how nice it is to see your friends. Too bad Dhe3 wasn't able to attend D: I sat inbetween CC, duh after having 3D glasses issues - the attendants were imbeciles and fussy. Only comment about Ice Age 3 - fakin hilarious. If you wanna laugh so hard until you cry then go watch it. Actually you can watch Up, too, but that's your choice not mine.
We then had lunch, the mothers were there and when I saw Tante Ita I started cursing at the twins' organisation meeting [isn't called eMPe?] which could've been a different day. The girls suddenly presented a purple cupcake with a candle on it to me and sang happy birthday. I was truly touched ToT. I had Fiesta Steak with MD, Ocha and Dhea [Anty sat with us] whilst the others ran off to Sushi Tei.
When we were done me and Matar went to pray, following that we visited some music shops, then crossed the skywalk to PIM 1 was it? and spent a while in an anime/manga/game shop :'D She bought a School Rumble keychain as I lurked the place for anything Gundam or Soul Eater related but only found Gundam action figures/models which I marvelled at and made me think of Fajar who I wished was there but I had no contact with him at all anyway... Later on we went to Kinokuniya was it? and then Gramed? Cania caught up with us. Us 3 then traveled to Toko Gunung Agung, on the way or inside the store was it we lolled really hard at something but I can't remember what T~T Space sisters, relive my memory prz.
Soon we met up with DnF and cousins, MD and Ocha. Surprisingly everyone else went home already [there was Annisa, Nisa, Andin and her cousin you know]. We decided to have do a photobox thingy :D It was my first time EVER [omg 3 first times today], and a total mess because there be blurs and we repeated the shots 9023902x. T'was a nice experience though (Y)
When that was over with we all walked around the place randomly but me and Cania were engaging in intense discussion about daydreams. It was so awesome to talk about something like that with someone else, specially when it's your best friend =D
CC had to go home before us but we knew we'd meet again, so after a bye the remaining girls bought Hop Hop. Apparently there was an undian thingy but in the form we had to CURHAT. Farah filled hers out so STUPIDLY, she wrote so much about how her boyfriend broke up with her and she ktabrak mobil or something and others. It was hilarious though XD The Musthofa sisters talked to the staff girl [she looked young] so casually and actually joked around. The time we spent there exceeded 10 minutes, I think. I had to fill out my own too but with 100% honesty. Will not tell what I put. That's all ;D I had lots of fun. Sorry I couldn't put in any dialogue or humorous quotes...

Earth Water

Greetings bebolz, I am here to type about my 1st 4 days in earth water [tanah air] aka Indonesia, my home country, but not exactly my home. Initially I wanted to type in here about the first 2 weeks and then the 1st week but you all know how much I can drag my descriptions so let's keep it to 4 days, shall we?

Thursday 9th July 2009

Woke up at 1pm but slept at 4am I think so reasonable enough. Stayed at home all day reading comics and was still uber major tired. Today I experienced playing with my laptop on my lap on a bed and it was excrutiating 'cause it weighs at least 10kg probably. Found out that in my dorm I'll be in a single room so no mate. Nor Asian. I wasn't in the mood to sleep yet so...

Friday 10th July 2009

... I stayed up 'til 3AM, playing JamLegend, watching K-On! and... watching Sekompond music videos. I had trouble deciding whether to express this or not but well, here goes... first of all when I watched Boys Just Wanna Live, Come Out and Play and Walking Disaster I was grinning and got teary-eyed a bit. But when Shadows and Regrets was played... yeah, I started crying, for like the entire length of the music video which is 4 minutes x___x; Oddest thing was that I kept smiling as I sobbed. So... I don't know if that was tears of joy or sadness at all. It was one heck of a tear shed though. Thank God MD was already asleep >.>;
I went to my driving lesson place today and then ate at Solaria in Plaza Kalibata. The mie ayam was good. I realised how much my hips are expanding so I have troubling buttoning my pants which is so annoying. My cousin's daughter [wtf do you call those anyway?] Dinnar is the cutest girl baby ever. In the afternoon we visited my Uncle's for 2hrs but all I did was sit down and listen to grown-up talk. My grandpa, 91 or something, was there and he told me that instead of studying expensively in the US I should use the money to buy cows. That was funny.
At night the internet welcomed me to its idiocracy. I spent the entire time JamLegending, listening to music and YouTubing [MD found a make-up artist that had interesting videos], battling with patience as stuff had to load.

Saturday 11th July 2009
Went to ITC Kuningan with family excluding dad, obviously. I only bought sajadah, mukena and daleman. The sajadah is blue, thick and so beautiful *-* My Magic Corn also had too much water so that was pretty unpleasant. I ate Bakmi GM for the first time in a year but for some reason get full before 3/4 of the plate is even finished... my mom and older sister really got on my nerves so I was in a pretty emo and horrible mood the entire time. Thankfully at night that was made up by the Marwoto Sisters' Super Junior Frenzy. Basically watched SuJu perfs for hours and stuff. After they went to sleep I listened to 293328 versions of Canon Rock (Y)

Sunday 12th July 2009
I want smses, I started to think. Preferrably from Fajar. But that boy always has reasons... So, at 1-ish we went to Taman Anggrek. I ate Hoka Hoka Bento for the first time ever, t'was beef teriyaki. I even consumed the salad and was proud of myself. My main mission of going to that faraway mall was to find this K-pop cart Dhe3 told me about in Twitter. Once there, I found SuJu goodies but no Donghae pillow. Mother didn't let me buy the gantungan HP of my prince fishy and I was all asdjakjdla. However we did buy their 3rd album (Y) Only it's not the original... In Gramedia I bought an Animonster posterbook /fsh, 6 comics and badges for Hamzah. The store's lacking its Shoujo.... Back at home I drooled at all the posters and started reading my manga - Fullmoon Joker. The main lead is my dream guy. Here are some of the epic dialogue

'Walopun aku g pny kbaikan hati sperti kmu, tpi aku suka dgn kbaikanmu itu'

'Ketua.. ap yg sdang kau pkirkan?'
"Kau yg nangis smpe mukamu brantakan. Jelek!"
'Jahat!'
"Krna jelek, cptlah brhenti nangis."
AWESOMENESS MUCH?

Prepare for another one~

Fly With Emirates, biatch

For the past 2 days I had left in Qatar, which was Monday 6th and Tuesday 7th July, I observed all my RO screenshots from May 'til October-ish 2008. I didn't have time to look at the ones from this year. There was just waaaay too much. Like, I viewed over 5000 of em. Thankfully I twitted lots of the ones I found particularly hilarious and I shall paste them here.

RO LOGS COLLECTION
Umar: mvp apa lgi?
Fajar: UR MOM! AHAHAHAHA
Umar: ha, g lucu
I SRSLY LAUGHED AT THAT ONE Idk why I found it so funny it just IS. Gotta love Umar's expressionless-ism

Umar: yay i can kill poporing
THAT ONE IS HILARIOUS TOO. Poporing is this really easy monster btw

Fajar: compound me n umar become? trentkato
Me: ngomongin ap sih?
Hamzah: yaoi partnering...
Umar: sakato harrison
FYI Fajar's chara name is Trent Harrison and Umar's is Sakato. FUNNY STUFF (Y)

Aeiri has logged in.
Me: CANIAAAAA
Fajar: CANIAA!!!
Ocha: CNAIA CANIA WELCOME
Me: SHES NOT IN TH PARTY DORKS

Cania: CARISA'S BEATING AN MVP
Me: wt is it?!
Cania: toad.
Hamzah: ...
LOLOLOLOLOL

Random Person: selling angel wing helm
Me: not hanks.
Cania: no thanks...
Me: NOT HANKS? no thanks. who is hanks.

Fajar: haha noob
Me: stop callin ppl noob
Fajar: noob
Carisa: you SINGKONG
SOOOO RANDOM WTH MATAR XXDDXXD

Me: bt after sammy's gone ill be lonely
Fajar: theres still me bs
Me: i mean in class
Fajar: ima being ur teacher
Umar: IMMA FIRIN MA LAZER!!!
I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING AFTER THAT ONE. UMAR IS EXTREMELY FUNNY GOSH

Ocha: this is sparta.
Fajar: we r sparta's
Ocha: THIS IS SPARTAAAAAAA
Carisa: STOP IT XDXD
Fajar: WE R SPARTAAAS
Umar: MADNESS?
SEE THAT GUY IS A NATURAL

Fadhli: pvp?
Fajar: matii kamu fad. ur the noobest
Umar: mang. rambut ganti dong
Fajar: tw fad. use headgears - bt not nutshell
Those 2 bullying Fadhli is lol too (Y)

Fajar: ALOOOT OF ASSAULTER
Umar: ITS A MASSACRE
Me: fajar d u kno ressa herlambang - menyesal? :D
Cania: THIS IS NOT THE TIME SYANIA

Random Pro: all die again :D
Cania: sorry...
Umar: we r worms!!
HAHAHAHAHAAH

*talkin about MacLeod*
Hamzah: she has white teeth n shes rele white
Me: hamzah stop sayin perverted stuff.
Hamzah: TEETH r perverted?
LOL that's when school had just started ;D

Fadhli: mvp cool
Fajar: shut up fadlhi u cant even kill 1
LOL FAJAR WAAKKAAKAKA that made me laugh a lot.

Fajar: i think i cant come
Fadhli: where?
Fajar: the toilet at ur house

*Me, Matar, Fajar happily chatting*
Random Person: pinoy ka?
Me: pinoy ka?
Matar: PINOY KA?
Fajar: PINOY KA??!!?!?

Fajar: i want KFC
Me: OH YA fajar wt is ur favourite food in kfc.
Matar: I LIEK crispy.
Fajar: the CHICKEN DUH
OBVIOUSNESS FTW XD

Carisa: sanso is oxygen
Fadhli: cepet is a monster
Umar: wow.. rele fad???
SARCASM RULES

Fajar: cupuan lu fad
Umar: mang
Fajar: liat deh. kita smwnya headgear nya
Umar: apa??
Fajar: di atas 100k
Umar: aq 60k
EVEN AS I READ THAT NOW I STILL LAUGH HAHAHA

OOook that's all, were you amused? Hopefully.

At 2AM on the 6th Fajar smsed me and it said 'Wow y' and I was like WTF IS THIS but I didn't bother smsing back because I'm gengsi like that [did I use that word in the right context?]
On my last day in Qatar, I worked on something that made my back ache and printer run out of half its ink... I pray to God it'll be worth it, amin.
Well anyway at 12-ish my family went to the airport and we said a lighthearted bye to our father who will catch up with us soon on the 23rd. My bag was filled with art utensils which made it extremely heavy which is the reason for the intense shoulder ache I continuously feel nowadays when I wear my shoulder bag. After looking around at perfumes we just sat down and I fell asleep. There were annoying maids chittering next to us.
As usual in the plane which is the wonderful Emirates I freaked out and as soon as the plane was taking off I started dzikir-ing. I tried to fall asleep but mom disturbed by shoving food at me, I think.
We reached Dubai where I realised we had to stay there for 4 hours... The airport totally upgraded. It was a LOT bigger and SO MUCH PRETTIER *-* Sadly I was too lazy to take my camera out to spam pictures, my bag was already a pain to carry. Apparently our waiting room place was EXACTLY on the other side from where we reached. I spotted battery charging places everywhere and squirmed to play my laptop but never did. Me and Ocha ate McDonalds (Y) HEHE. There were leg-stretching chairs but all were dominated so I sat on a normal one and slept for 2 hours.
In the plane I began dzikir-ing again and decided to sleep. I woke up after a while and suddenly heard that seatbelt ding sound and the automated message 'Please fasten your seatbelt' and my head was thinking 'Shit crap f*** damn why do I have to wake up at a time like this' and the plane bounced a little and I forced myself to sleep again but couldn't. The pilot started saying 'Cabin crew please take your seats' and the air hostess was like 'We are now passing an area of rough air so please remain seated' and I was like FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU SEE WHY I HATE PLANES?!!?!?
Alhamdulillahhirobbil'alamin nothing happened at all. I watched 17 Again which I must admit had such a cool Zac Efron unlike the typically ugly HSM one. It was a very nice movie, I rate it a 7.5 or something - so you guys should watch it. I then observed Hannah Montana: The Movie which I really really honestly think was nice and does NOT deserve the 2.8 whatever out of 10 rating IMDB gave it. It had no lame cowboy Billy Ray Cyrus jokes or stupid Jacksonness nor other dumb things. To tell you another truth, I nearly cried like 3x but I kept it in 'cause I was inbetween mom and Ocha /swt. I will not identify the reasons of my near-sobbing. The Travis guy was soooooo handsome~ and the songs were nice o___O; OK enough HM complimenting. I had time for 1 more movie so Bedtime Stories it was - very imaginative and awesome movie that was. Bugsy the hamster made me cry from laughing too much (Y) The window was closed throughout and when Ocha opened it an hour-ish before landing it was literally BLACK outside and we were so surprised. p.s. wudhuing in a plane bathroom is shit hard
I reached Indonesia at 10:30pm~ But irrititatingly enough we waited 'til past 12 to get our luggages, which 1 ended up as STILL IN DUBAI WTF. Poor MD, Mas Defri and Pak Dhe hadta wait for 3hrs.

Do you miss me at all

1 4m n0t 4mus3d

How you people doing? If there is anyone... It's been 2/3 days since I've blogged but I don't have anything to say, really. On the 3rd of July I finally got to chat with Hamzahヽ(´ー｀)ﾉ but he disappeared after 2hrs or something. At 4-ish me and Ocha went to Jarir and I got to buy printer ink which costed 89QR yaaay~ After that we went to FFC where we just randomly browsed everywhere 'cause Mom was still at Landmark（￣□￣；）There was a random, adorable bule toddler that stood in front of me once and said 'Mama?' and I was like 'Oh you need to find your mom?' or something but I had to leave him 'cause we were checking out [as in, paying the stuff]. He was soooooo cuute and me and Ocha felt so sorry for him as he waddled across the store. That day I was watching an Indonesian film called Suka Ma Suka which was about pretend gays. The acting srsly WAS gay but not that bad I guess. It entertained me anyway (Y) I went to bed at 10pm but stayed up 'til 1AM 'cause I was reading Glek! Pucho and talking to Ocha. We kept laughing 'cause of various stuff but I don't remember what. She slept at 12-ish so I had company for the 2 hours.

4th of July, I had a dream that I went to Super Show II [SuJu's upcoming concert] and it was held on a grassy field but with stages of course. Weirdly enough lots of the fangirls at the front row ATE the grass 'cause SuJu walked on it. PSYCHOTIC. I woke up when the concert was about to start... stupid alarm.
Today was the day I had to pack up my clothes and other stuff I shall bring to the Mines. Mind you, cleaning the closet feels good even though it takes a while. I discovered that I have tons of clothes I hardly ever wore which should go to charity or Ocha. Whenever my mom spoke of throwing them I got mad at her. I got a bit emo 'cause I couldn't find the Kipling wristband I lost last year but God gives us miracles when we least expect it, 'cause when I was dumping my long-sleeved shirts from my wardrobe to the carpet the wristband suddenly fell down with the pile. I was so happy to see it. T-T I decided to take a break so I looked at my laptop only to find Fajar greeting me in Facebook 10 minutes before with a hoi hoi hoi. I was disappointed but oh well. So, to my dorm I'll be bringing The Dice, The Cow, ICG comics, Drawing folders, Nisa's closet gift, Wooden Dummy + Hand, Bag, Yearbooks and papers and other junk. What else is there to bring? The rest of my life is in the laptop.

Before I went to bed I was looking through all my photos and MSN screenshots and some of my RO ones too. Most of them made me smile and snicker but a few of them made my heart feel a twinge of pain. Some of the screens and photos made me wanna tear up too - but in a good way. I had trouble sleeping though. I was thinking too much of something.

Today I woke up at 7:30 but decided to snooze again 'til 12-ish. The dream I had was so weird, it involved gift baskets of chocolate, my Year 12 classmates, giant rolling tsumos, a picnic on the field watching a performance by the tsumos, trees and horses on fire, running away from them, hiding in this random long chain of shacks and finding Adam and Arif hiding there too. So random. The creepiest thing was that Adam was half bald but the hair on top of his head was spiked. Creepy.

It's 2:40pm now, so booooooreed~
oh yes, 2.5 more days 'til I go to Indo!

Missing the 17th Cleanup

my last day of being 16, yo

Well I finally get the urge to type a blog entry! Since Matar already blogged about what we did on my birthday [30th June...] I don't bother describing myself :'D Except that thankfully I didn't get traumas from Mystery 6 'cause I kept covering my eyes, I bought a blue GAP jacket which I very much likey and TGI Friday session nearly killed me [I laughed too hard]. Sleeping on the floor with effective material is also comfortable. Hamzah was my first SMSer like last year [and he was the only one that remembered 'til afternoon I think] at 1:40-ish AM in the morning, followed by Dhe3, Tresa [wow she remembered], Dinda & Indira then MD. Farah wished me via chat and Dhea the next day on FB. I wasn't surprised Nisa [or Umar, who went online the next day] didn't say anything. However I waited for an sms from Fajar like all day and even on the 1st of July. I had a little hope, a little bit of expectance. But nothing .__. I gave up towards the evening 'cause obviously he forgot. Just like last year. But last year he said he lost his phone so he smsed Happy Birthday on the 3rd. I got angry at him anyway, even though it's just a birthday, it's just a number, everything's the same. I just want to hear something from him, that's all. I still have the smses in my Saved Folders. Despite my inner sorrow, I had fun in those 2 days, of course.

I'm sorry I forgot your birthday
I'm sorry 'cause I'm a shit face
I thought it was on a Wednesday
A Monday or a Tuesday
It's all the same to me
So what would make you happy?
Tell me, 'cause I'm sorry
These colors that we bind
Look all the same to me

After CC left my household at 4pm, I read mangas. Everytime I read manga there's always a character that looks/reminds me of Fajar the birthday forgetter. That includes on my 17th also -o-; Well, not that I mind. Oh yea, I got added by my future college suitemates too. I'll show 3 of them, Rainey, Kylie and Michaela. Kylie is the friendliest one so far 'cause we wallpost each other frequently. But don't you guys see how much older [and obviously taller] they are? Can you imagine me living in the same roof as them everyday [except when I go to Qatar and Indonesia and wherever on holidays yay!] 'til I graduate [which I think is in 2012/2013]? 0.0 I bet Hamzah would be excited.... but I'm like shit scared. I browsed through the college's Facebook community, read threads and wallposts and like, found only 2 Asians or something. None of them Muslim either. There's only 200-ish members though so I'm sure there'll be more in the actual campus but... I'm still nervous and freaked out. I talked about these people with Matar but honestly really wanted to tell Hamzah too, only he wasn't there of course. I read the future collegemates' messages and they're ALL excited. Of course they are. They don't have Asian-fetish problems [irony much; I love, breathe, live and wanna be with Asians but end up in the West], age issues [cough, just turned 17 here] nor are surrounded by people of a different religion. I hope Allah will make life a looooot easier when I get there, amin. By the way I define: googled 'fetish' and Qtel blocked it, lol. Man, I always have loads of problems in my life. I wonder when I'll be worry-free. A little bit of me is excited about my new future life. But the rest of me wants things to stay the same. Just me and Sekompond. I don't care if there's no spice. I only wanna be with you guys. You know me, I hate change. Especially big ones like this.

p.s. they don't use emotes either which is a HUGE dilemma
p.p.s. the guy:girl ratio is 5:1 no fakin way.

Yesterday, the 1st of July, I cleaned my desk for the first time since April or something, for 3 hours. It was tough work but I kinda had fun. I was also proud of myself for saving all that paper which Ocha will put in the Recycling bins when she starts school. More people need to love paper like me, seriously. I could cry if I had to throw all that away. During my spree I found some nifty old scraps of memories which I decided to keep, too, like Maths tip-ex art and long lost doodles. Farah goes on at MSN often unlike others and I've been asking her of Fajar's whereabouts and when she said she hasn't heard from him at all I was relieved to tell you the truth. Hamzah went online for a bit as shown by his twits but we didn't chat even though I really wanted to. Jaim mode, on, yes
I watched SHINee Yunhanam and fell even more in love with Jonghyun. Note, Donghae is still my ultimate fandom, OK. Dear Fishy is not easy to be replaced. Overall boring day.

Today [well technically yesterday again 'cause it's just midnight now], 2nd of July was even more boring. I surfed Kpop celeb news and FML for ages, pigged out and ate every meal with chilli sauce and got a huge temper which I held in at night 'cause it related to my dad and Mines [what you call my college]. My printer was also being a femaledog so I'm gunna buy some ink tomorrow; I was meant to be thinking of a comic plot and eating dinner which got delayed 'til 10 and really, I think my idea brain is dead. I can hardly come up with anything. I'll keep trying though 'cause I do have a passion for drawing and stories. Maybe it's just due to my mood >: I do have a basic plot though. Hope it develops.
So CC are in the plane right now as I type this. I will be soon, too, on the 8th.

Who is the first person you think of when you wake up?
Who do you contact first when good things happen?
Whose words do you rely on when bad things happen?
When bored... when playing fun games... when it's good weather outside... when you feel sad because of the rain..
Who do you think?

I can't think of anyone else.